第11章 开导少年的真心
“阿泰,这么晚了,你怎么还没休息?”
赫洛有些不安,难道被黑粉袭击的新闻要在异世界再次出现?
阿泰朝赫洛靠近,失落的脸色被路灯映照显现。
“赫洛,我想和你聊聊。”
他担心阿泰做出过激的事,好言安慰道:“阿泰,你先冷静一下,我会儘量帮你的。”
“放心吧,我没那么脆弱。”他指向西方的高台,那立著埃忒耳莉婭的神像,无论位於村庄何处都能仰望。
“去上面,我要你在元素之神的注视下说真话。”
感受著忒克诺斯带来的神力,赫洛自信发誓,“当然,我可是元素之神忠实的信徒。”
有了赫洛的保证,阿泰挥手示意赫洛跟上。两人保持著距离穿过夜色,一路无言地踏上台阶,最终在女神像裙摆下的一处石台坐下。
沉默良久,阿泰垂著头,艰难开口:“赫洛,你说实话,有没有嘲笑过我?”
赫洛被逗笑,“当然没有,你只是在意这件事?”
嘲笑一个幼稚的少年?作为明星的他格局没那么小。
“那你演讲时说的话呢?都是真话吗?”
赫洛自嘲地开了个玩笑:“当然不是,父母的性格、声音我一概都不记得,他们的爱只是我想像的。”
“你……”阿泰的头垂的更低,“对不起,我又一次揭开你的伤疤。”
“没关係,我已经习惯了。”
融合自己身体后,就连二人数十年的孤独感也一同重叠,但他能做的,只有忍受。
阿泰已经陷入深深的自责,“真的,对不起。我已经意识到,你比我坚强太多。是我太幼稚了,一次次伤害同伴的心。”
他捂著脸,细微的哽咽声从指缝流出,“就算没有你,我也当不了第一,我也成为不了剑士……”
“为什么我会嫉妒你,为什么我总是那么差劲……”
他的情绪开始失控,飆出的眼泪陷入石阶。
作为偶像的素养,让赫洛自觉为粉丝扮演长兄的角色,提供温柔的劝导。
他挪近身体,搂住少年,轻拍著颤抖的肩膀,逸散出体內柔和的光元素温暖阿泰。
过了几分钟,强烈的抽咽声开始平息,赫洛適时地开口:“阿泰,说实话,你已经很厉害了。”
阿泰的眼泪混杂著鼻涕抹在赫洛的宽袖上,“你……你別哄我了,我连剑士基础考核……都,都没过……”
“我说的当然不是你的剑术,而是你的工匠天赋。”
“你的火元素亲和力在村中名列前茅,你家传的独特工艺广受好评,不是吗?”
“可……可我不喜欢当工匠……”
赫洛托起阿泰胸口的铁色铭文吊坠,“如果你真的不喜欢,又怎么会隨身佩戴自己的作品?”
“我记得,这是你熔铸的三阶钢铁护符吧,当时你拿著它四处炫耀。”
赫洛语气兴奋,“16岁的二阶工匠,越阶造出了三阶道具,这难道不厉害吗?村里学锻造的青年哪个比你厉害?”
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阿泰自卑地摇了摇头,“不,我只在村子里厉害。去到繁镇,我已经见识了好几个16岁就晋升三阶的天才了。”
赫洛拍了下黄毛脑袋,“你自己都下意识与別人对比,更何况你的父母。”
“既然去到繁镇只能当凤尾,不如在村中安心当个鸡头。”
阿泰更不情愿地摆头,“我不想留在村里,一辈子枯燥无味地生活,重复我父母的人生。”
“到了年龄就被迫安排结婚,生育后为家庭琐事烦恼,守著自己的一亩三分地直到死亡,这样的生活有什么意义?”
赫洛眺望远方的夜景。
“那就去开拓新的人生。”
“什么……”
赫洛站起,手指夜幕的地平线。
“看见了吗,天空另一端的你。”
这话不止说给黄毛少年听。
赫洛看见18岁的他第一次面对闪光灯,那是他將少年时期的苦果捣烂咽下才艰难取得的一点成就。
“既然你厌恶循规蹈矩的生活,那就不要再依赖父母,靠自己的实力闯出一片天地。”
“可是……”
“没什么可是的。”
“如果离开了父母就活不下去,那你就乖乖地將他们的尖锐声音吞下去。”
赫洛的眼神转为轻蔑,“怎么,你不是要和我爭吗,连这种程度都做不到,你还是一辈子留在村里吧。”
阿泰被激將法鼓舞,他一把抹去眼泪,猛地站起身直面赫洛:
“我要爭,我要为自己爭个新的人生!”
赫洛没有罢休,他直接浇了一盆冷水。
“口號喊的很响亮。”
“所以你接下来要怎么做?”
“这……”阿泰一时语塞。
赫洛指向遥远的帝国首都。
“去帝都吧,那里有更多的机遇。”
“当学徒,打杂工,想办法存活下来,然后再去提升自己。”赫洛平淡地复述自己的经歷。
“剩下要做的,就是等待上天的安排。”
他又故意用戏謔的语气,“只是,你又能忍受多久的苦呢?”
“我一定可以!”阿泰眼神变得坚定。
“我向你保证,未来的某一天,已经是工匠大师的我会向你展示我所有成就!”
“你不必向我保证,”赫洛拍了拍少年的胸脯。
“只希望未来我不会收到消息,说阿泰哭著跑回了尘芯村要找爸爸妈妈。”
“当然不会。”阿泰扯下胸前的护符,郑重地交予赫洛。
“以此护符为誓。我若日后轻言放弃,你就直接把护符扔进垃圾堆里。”
“倘若我真的出人头地,我要像今天这样主动地站在你面前,要回这枚护符!”
赫洛无奈地收起护符,露出欣慰的笑容,“好,一言为定。”
阿泰彻底放下芥蒂,主动打破自己构建的隔阂:
“谢谢你赫洛。”
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“谢谢你的真心话,谢谢你没有討厌我。”
赫洛无言,拍了怕后辈的肩膀。
高台下远处的火光摇曳,隱约传出焦急的呼唤。
“你消失的太久了,你父母怕你想不开正找你呢。快去吧。”
阿泰敬重地点头,一路小跑下了高台,他的背影飘出一缕明晃晃的敬仰之力。
匯入腕处咒印时,远超以往的力量顷刻间喷涌欲出。
赫洛吃惊地握住手腕,针扎的痛感让他发觉咒印又深入皮层一分。
待刺痛消散,露出手腕,咒印中的齿轮依旧旋转,三组神性线条光亮加深。
术式纹轮转,他能感受到咒印吸收敬仰之力的容量增大,自己的肌肉和体內的元素被持续滋养。
眼瞳纹轮转,他的眼睛出现变化,远方的村民被各色气息包裹,身后的神像正发散著炫彩的元素光团。
他惊讶地看向高台下相聚的身影,阿泰的身上正逸散著远超他父母的强大元素力。
[难道这小子,以后真能成为工匠大师?]
金线纹轮转,一条崭新的金线將钢铁护符与另一块普通护符相连。
赫洛笑了笑,將那块特殊的钢铁护符用金线缠绕锁上。
[这块瑕疵太多了,还是留著吧。]
赫洛有些不安,难道被黑粉袭击的新闻要在异世界再次出现?
阿泰朝赫洛靠近,失落的脸色被路灯映照显现。
“赫洛,我想和你聊聊。”
他担心阿泰做出过激的事,好言安慰道:“阿泰,你先冷静一下,我会儘量帮你的。”
“放心吧,我没那么脆弱。”他指向西方的高台,那立著埃忒耳莉婭的神像,无论位於村庄何处都能仰望。
“去上面,我要你在元素之神的注视下说真话。”
感受著忒克诺斯带来的神力,赫洛自信发誓,“当然,我可是元素之神忠实的信徒。”
有了赫洛的保证,阿泰挥手示意赫洛跟上。两人保持著距离穿过夜色,一路无言地踏上台阶,最终在女神像裙摆下的一处石台坐下。
沉默良久,阿泰垂著头,艰难开口:“赫洛,你说实话,有没有嘲笑过我?”
赫洛被逗笑,“当然没有,你只是在意这件事?”
嘲笑一个幼稚的少年?作为明星的他格局没那么小。
“那你演讲时说的话呢?都是真话吗?”
赫洛自嘲地开了个玩笑:“当然不是,父母的性格、声音我一概都不记得,他们的爱只是我想像的。”
“你……”阿泰的头垂的更低,“对不起,我又一次揭开你的伤疤。”
“没关係,我已经习惯了。”
融合自己身体后,就连二人数十年的孤独感也一同重叠,但他能做的,只有忍受。
阿泰已经陷入深深的自责,“真的,对不起。我已经意识到,你比我坚强太多。是我太幼稚了,一次次伤害同伴的心。”
他捂著脸,细微的哽咽声从指缝流出,“就算没有你,我也当不了第一,我也成为不了剑士……”
“为什么我会嫉妒你,为什么我总是那么差劲……”
他的情绪开始失控,飆出的眼泪陷入石阶。
作为偶像的素养,让赫洛自觉为粉丝扮演长兄的角色,提供温柔的劝导。
他挪近身体,搂住少年,轻拍著颤抖的肩膀,逸散出体內柔和的光元素温暖阿泰。
过了几分钟,强烈的抽咽声开始平息,赫洛適时地开口:“阿泰,说实话,你已经很厉害了。”
阿泰的眼泪混杂著鼻涕抹在赫洛的宽袖上,“你……你別哄我了,我连剑士基础考核……都,都没过……”
“我说的当然不是你的剑术,而是你的工匠天赋。”
“你的火元素亲和力在村中名列前茅,你家传的独特工艺广受好评,不是吗?”
“可……可我不喜欢当工匠……”
赫洛托起阿泰胸口的铁色铭文吊坠,“如果你真的不喜欢,又怎么会隨身佩戴自己的作品?”
“我记得,这是你熔铸的三阶钢铁护符吧,当时你拿著它四处炫耀。”
赫洛语气兴奋,“16岁的二阶工匠,越阶造出了三阶道具,这难道不厉害吗?村里学锻造的青年哪个比你厉害?”
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阿泰自卑地摇了摇头,“不,我只在村子里厉害。去到繁镇,我已经见识了好几个16岁就晋升三阶的天才了。”
赫洛拍了下黄毛脑袋,“你自己都下意识与別人对比,更何况你的父母。”
“既然去到繁镇只能当凤尾,不如在村中安心当个鸡头。”
阿泰更不情愿地摆头,“我不想留在村里,一辈子枯燥无味地生活,重复我父母的人生。”
“到了年龄就被迫安排结婚,生育后为家庭琐事烦恼,守著自己的一亩三分地直到死亡,这样的生活有什么意义?”
赫洛眺望远方的夜景。
“那就去开拓新的人生。”
“什么……”
赫洛站起,手指夜幕的地平线。
“看见了吗,天空另一端的你。”
这话不止说给黄毛少年听。
赫洛看见18岁的他第一次面对闪光灯,那是他將少年时期的苦果捣烂咽下才艰难取得的一点成就。
“既然你厌恶循规蹈矩的生活,那就不要再依赖父母,靠自己的实力闯出一片天地。”
“可是……”
“没什么可是的。”
“如果离开了父母就活不下去,那你就乖乖地將他们的尖锐声音吞下去。”
赫洛的眼神转为轻蔑,“怎么,你不是要和我爭吗,连这种程度都做不到,你还是一辈子留在村里吧。”
阿泰被激將法鼓舞,他一把抹去眼泪,猛地站起身直面赫洛:
“我要爭,我要为自己爭个新的人生!”
赫洛没有罢休,他直接浇了一盆冷水。
“口號喊的很响亮。”
“所以你接下来要怎么做?”
“这……”阿泰一时语塞。
赫洛指向遥远的帝国首都。
“去帝都吧,那里有更多的机遇。”
“当学徒,打杂工,想办法存活下来,然后再去提升自己。”赫洛平淡地复述自己的经歷。
“剩下要做的,就是等待上天的安排。”
他又故意用戏謔的语气,“只是,你又能忍受多久的苦呢?”
“我一定可以!”阿泰眼神变得坚定。
“我向你保证,未来的某一天,已经是工匠大师的我会向你展示我所有成就!”
“你不必向我保证,”赫洛拍了拍少年的胸脯。
“只希望未来我不会收到消息,说阿泰哭著跑回了尘芯村要找爸爸妈妈。”
“当然不会。”阿泰扯下胸前的护符,郑重地交予赫洛。
“以此护符为誓。我若日后轻言放弃,你就直接把护符扔进垃圾堆里。”
“倘若我真的出人头地,我要像今天这样主动地站在你面前,要回这枚护符!”
赫洛无奈地收起护符,露出欣慰的笑容,“好,一言为定。”
阿泰彻底放下芥蒂,主动打破自己构建的隔阂:
“谢谢你赫洛。”
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“谢谢你的真心话,谢谢你没有討厌我。”
赫洛无言,拍了怕后辈的肩膀。
高台下远处的火光摇曳,隱约传出焦急的呼唤。
“你消失的太久了,你父母怕你想不开正找你呢。快去吧。”
阿泰敬重地点头,一路小跑下了高台,他的背影飘出一缕明晃晃的敬仰之力。
匯入腕处咒印时,远超以往的力量顷刻间喷涌欲出。
赫洛吃惊地握住手腕,针扎的痛感让他发觉咒印又深入皮层一分。
待刺痛消散,露出手腕,咒印中的齿轮依旧旋转,三组神性线条光亮加深。
术式纹轮转,他能感受到咒印吸收敬仰之力的容量增大,自己的肌肉和体內的元素被持续滋养。
眼瞳纹轮转,他的眼睛出现变化,远方的村民被各色气息包裹,身后的神像正发散著炫彩的元素光团。
他惊讶地看向高台下相聚的身影,阿泰的身上正逸散著远超他父母的强大元素力。
[难道这小子,以后真能成为工匠大师?]
金线纹轮转,一条崭新的金线將钢铁护符与另一块普通护符相连。
赫洛笑了笑,將那块特殊的钢铁护符用金线缠绕锁上。
[这块瑕疵太多了,还是留著吧。]